neecobalt

I swear I have the cutest dog. But sad news is he's getting old and he has one too many problems that is preventing him from walking or moving much. I'm really scared one day I come home to find he's moved on. I'm not sure if I will cry out loud or just feel my soul shatter but I know I'll miss him. So for the rest of my summer I spend my days beside him, on the computer, reading, drawing, eating. Just always near him.

^ I was going to post this yesterday, but I ran out of time to finish the entire posting, however, this morning around 9, I watched my dog die. I cried, we brought hi

m to the vet's and handed him off. It wasn't even past 11 and there went 11 years of my life go by with that dog. I love you Sam, be happy.

♥

I don't know if we are going to get another dog or when it will happen but I can't really imagine having another but we'll see how everything goes.

My parents are pretty torn up too, and even my cousins who played with him every time they came over to my house.

I'm doing okay, I cried yesterday to my boyfriend Aaron when he came over. My mother was just mentioning that we would probably be going to the vet's to put him down so that he was out of his misery. I don't think he was in serious pain but he wasn't happy, his skin was all pale, his nose wasn't wet anymore, and his head is all heavy.